Quote of the Day:
"I'm glad he's single, 'cause I'm gonna climb that like a tree." - Megan, Bridesmaids
I was going to have this massive venting session about some things that I'm currently very upset about, but my stellar boyfriend changed my mind. Yes, my man is controlling. He is the metaphorical slap upside the head and encouraging, "Don't be stupid, you already know the answer!" (DISCLAIMER: That slap upside the head remark is a JOKE. No physical harm has come to me via my boyfriend..... except for that time when he accidentally sat on my wrist. That actually kinda hurt). However, I will say this:
It's not going to be easy. I have been and will soon more than ever be pulled in two very different directions. There will probably be many more tears and many more nights of "Why does it have to be so hard?" But I have to be strong and say fuck you to some people, even though I really don't want to. Some things I once treasured (and I'll always treasure the memories) have been lost and no matter what may go down in the future, it's never going to be the same. People fuck up and people change. I've changed. I won't be a sidekick or a mindless lemming anymore. Even Robin, who had a pretty sweet gig with Batman, had to eventually leave the bat cave to come into his own (something about a Nightwing? I don't know his story...)
My man has once again coaxed me from the ledge of utter emotional insanity. I am breathing in, I am breathing out, I'm letting it go, and I am going to be happy.
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Monday, May 16, 2011
I feel like shit and my stomach hurts.
Quote of the Day:
"I'm glad he's single, 'cause I'm gonna climb that like a tree." - Megan, Bridesmaids
I was going to have this massive venting session about some things that I'm currently very upset about, but my stellar boyfriend changed my mind. Yes, my man is controlling. He is the metaphorical slap upside the head and encouraging, "Don't be stupid, you already know the answer!" (DISCLAIMER: That slap upside the head remark is a JOKE. No physical harm has come to me via my boyfriend..... except for that time when he accidentally sat on my wrist. That actually kinda hurt). However, I will say this:
It's not going to be easy. I have been and will soon more than ever be pulled in two very different directions. There will probably be many more tears and many more nights of "Why does it have to be so hard?" But I have to be strong and say fuck you to some people, even though I really don't want to. Some things I once treasured (and I'll always treasure the memories) have been lost and no matter what may go down in the future, it's never going to be the same. People fuck up and people change. I've changed. I won't be a sidekick or a mindless lemming anymore. Even Robin, who had a pretty sweet gig with Batman, had to eventually leave the bat cave to come into his own (something about a Nightwing? I don't know his story...)
My man has once again coaxed me from the ledge of utter emotional insanity. I am breathing in, I am breathing out, I'm letting it go, and I am going to be happy.
"I'm glad he's single, 'cause I'm gonna climb that like a tree." - Megan, Bridesmaids
I was going to have this massive venting session about some things that I'm currently very upset about, but my stellar boyfriend changed my mind. Yes, my man is controlling. He is the metaphorical slap upside the head and encouraging, "Don't be stupid, you already know the answer!" (DISCLAIMER: That slap upside the head remark is a JOKE. No physical harm has come to me via my boyfriend..... except for that time when he accidentally sat on my wrist. That actually kinda hurt). However, I will say this:
It's not going to be easy. I have been and will soon more than ever be pulled in two very different directions. There will probably be many more tears and many more nights of "Why does it have to be so hard?" But I have to be strong and say fuck you to some people, even though I really don't want to. Some things I once treasured (and I'll always treasure the memories) have been lost and no matter what may go down in the future, it's never going to be the same. People fuck up and people change. I've changed. I won't be a sidekick or a mindless lemming anymore. Even Robin, who had a pretty sweet gig with Batman, had to eventually leave the bat cave to come into his own (something about a Nightwing? I don't know his story...)
My man has once again coaxed me from the ledge of utter emotional insanity. I am breathing in, I am breathing out, I'm letting it go, and I am going to be happy.
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